Seriously..

At a certain part of life
You could miss out the world biggest prize
At a certain part of time
You could see off the world biggest chance
At a certain part of moment
You could face the worst part of yourself..

Seriously what's wrong..
Over confident... nope it just hide away the fact that have nothing
Perhaps it is the careless and laziness that are behind it..

Remember this phrase
the Biggest opponent not the others..
the One is "You know him very well"..

old school, bring the old back
Clown may be the other identify of
not bad being a joke to laugh off...
guess you just think too much..

hectic festive over
time to hold my head up high..

DETERMINATION MODE ON.

Nightmare..

Nightmare falling..
Sleep location is ambiguous..
Avoid during the day..
Face it and do nothing bout it during the night..
Result still the same..
Nothing can do bout it..
Simple but seem hard..
Can't believe were them..
What's for them..
What's for us..
Left us who suffered..

21

Another 21 event coming..
Joy and tear..
Excitement and boredom..
Grounded and freedom..
Pass and fail..
First and last..

That's all been through..
That's all need to go through..

Currently waiting for my real life to begin..

Update..

Happy time passed so fast..
Boring time having its slow jog..
The current state..

About 7 hours to go..
Result of the hard work..
Or result of another failure..
The semester final..

Got to wait patiently..
It's all I can do..
To temporary get rid of heat..
Fly to the winter..
Hope it come soon..

Miss the moments..

It started with a simple invite..
Continue with the discussion..
Serious and funny comments during the discussion.
Waiting the moment to come as we suffering with the final..

Finally the day arrived..
and it end so fast..

I missed the moments..
When i drive
When i following other on the highway
When we laugh on others n then karma fall on us
When we safely arrive the destination
When we shouting in the car for the left or right turn

When we had our first meal together

When we take pictures together
When we setting up the Bbq
When we scream our lung out at the sea side
When we talk while lying on the sea side
When we get ourselves drunk
When we all stay together in a big room
When we have all the fun along the trip

I miss all these moments so much right now..
I'm happy that i'm part of it..


Spirit of ABM 5 never dies.. =)

the need and I

I hope
I wish
Just need the will

I work
I fight
Just need some luck

I win
I lose
Just need the progress

I love
I hate
Just need some care..