the need and I

I hope
I wish
Just need the will

I work
I fight
Just need some luck

I win
I lose
Just need the progress

I love
I hate
Just need some care..

Suit..

nothing suit me..

nor a cap

nor a shade

nor a shirt

nor a hairstyle

nor a smile

nor a laugh

nor a nail

nor a shoes

nor a pants

nor a comment

nor a message

nor an expression

nor a chance

nor an opportunity

nor a move

nor a talk

nor a confession

nor a song

nor a follower

nor an idol

the end....

twice.

Twice on a same day..

while i with vlee's motor..

strangers on their cars stop by to ask me the direction..

Twice on a same day..

in a sunny morning..

i be the one to open the door for my cousin and his beautiful wife..

*so twice the angpau i got.. XD

Twice on a same day..

in different occasion..

i realised WTF on a car number plate.

IF

Twice on a same day..

I meet her..

is She the One?

smile..

when u stare...
watever surrounded u happen is hard to distract u away from cont staring..
u might need a slap to stop stare...

when u faint..
watever voices around u is impossible to awake u from the faint..
till u hear ur name being voice out..

when u smile..
watever topics seem to be a happy one..
till u urself realise tat the smile on ur face was a fake..
do u really smile from ur heart?
look around..
the smile on other faces..
or just a mask on other faces?


its ok to smile..... for yourself..

Start to the End

Start.

Do it..
Hold it..
Touch it..
Plan it..
Feel it..


During.

Make it..
Think of it..
Hardworking for it..

Over.

Screw it..
Fuck it..
End it..

Well...

Live with it..
Enjoy with it..
Happy with it..

One

One too hurry.

One too young.

One too stupid.

One too complicated.


Wish One not too far to catch
Wish One not too short to chase

Just exactly reached.

temptation

Everyone hav their own temptation towards something..

Bad or Good..

I do..

On Both...

Sad case tat the bad ones more than the good ones...

Well currently I made it one weeks for a bad temptation..

Resisted to take it..

I hope i cant see the end of it..

The fact is im weak in determination..

Well lets see..