Miss the moments..

It started with a simple invite..
Continue with the discussion..
Serious and funny comments during the discussion.
Waiting the moment to come as we suffering with the final..

Finally the day arrived..
and it end so fast..

I missed the moments..
When i drive
When i following other on the highway
When we laugh on others n then karma fall on us
When we safely arrive the destination
When we shouting in the car for the left or right turn

When we had our first meal together

When we take pictures together
When we setting up the Bbq
When we scream our lung out at the sea side
When we talk while lying on the sea side
When we get ourselves drunk
When we all stay together in a big room
When we have all the fun along the trip

I miss all these moments so much right now..
I'm happy that i'm part of it..


Spirit of ABM 5 never dies.. =)

the need and I

I hope
I wish
Just need the will

I work
I fight
Just need some luck

I win
I lose
Just need the progress

I love
I hate
Just need some care..

Suit..

nothing suit me..

nor a cap

nor a shade

nor a shirt

nor a hairstyle

nor a smile

nor a laugh

nor a nail

nor a shoes

nor a pants

nor a comment

nor a message

nor an expression

nor a chance

nor an opportunity

nor a move

nor a talk

nor a confession

nor a song

nor a follower

nor an idol

the end....

twice.

Twice on a same day..

while i with vlee's motor..

strangers on their cars stop by to ask me the direction..

Twice on a same day..

in a sunny morning..

i be the one to open the door for my cousin and his beautiful wife..

*so twice the angpau i got.. XD

Twice on a same day..

in different occasion..

i realised WTF on a car number plate.

IF

Twice on a same day..

I meet her..

is She the One?

smile..

when u stare...
watever surrounded u happen is hard to distract u away from cont staring..
u might need a slap to stop stare...

when u faint..
watever voices around u is impossible to awake u from the faint..
till u hear ur name being voice out..

when u smile..
watever topics seem to be a happy one..
till u urself realise tat the smile on ur face was a fake..
do u really smile from ur heart?
look around..
the smile on other faces..
or just a mask on other faces?


its ok to smile..... for yourself..

Start to the End

Start.

Do it..
Hold it..
Touch it..
Plan it..
Feel it..


During.

Make it..
Think of it..
Hardworking for it..

Over.

Screw it..
Fuck it..
End it..

Well...

Live with it..
Enjoy with it..
Happy with it..

One

One too hurry.

One too young.

One too stupid.

One too complicated.


Wish One not too far to catch
Wish One not too short to chase

Just exactly reached.